Rainy Mondays

well, it has been unusually rainy and dreary today... much like my mood.  I try to be as positive as possible on Monday.. but every other Monday sucks even worse than a regular Monday. I won't have my bug tonight.. and that always makes my day bad. I miss her something fierce ..like I've lost part of who i am for the day.  I am getting teary-eyed just talking about it. ...

On a different note.. I start nursing school in August! I am super excited to be bettering myself and working towards stabilizing a financial stronghold for my family.  It also excites me to be able to work with the public again! I have discovered this is a passion of mine. I thoroughly enjoy helping others.. and have learned that kind of self gratification is priceless.

I have been trying to practice portion control as well as trying o be more active.i have lost about 8 pounds since the 8th and i feel like that's a pretty good start. ...

i will try to post more frequently . i have a million things to say every day.. but i have been slack about taking time to write them down.

Happy Monday !
-Amanda grace :)